Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8
Infidelity and Prosperity9(JIONG 'JIN AKANISHI, JAE JOONG' , AKAME)-( Chapter 1 )( Chapter 2 )( Chapter 3 )( Chapter 4 )( Chapter 5 )( Chapter 6 )( Chapter 7 )
( Chapter 8 )( Chapter 9 )( Chapter 10 )( Chapter 11 )( Chapter 12 )( Chapter 13 )( Chapter 14 ) ( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 ) *COMPLETE*
Making The Band-Making The Band , Chapter 2
Version 1(POSSINLY AKAME)-V1 Chapter 1 , Chapter 2 , Chapter 3 ), ( Chapter 4 )
Version 2(POSSIBLY AKAME)-V2 Chapter 1 , ( Chapter 2 ), ( Chapter 3 )
My Diva From Korea (JIONG, RYODA)- ( Chapter 1 ), ( Chapter 2 ), Chapter 3 ), Chapter 4 ), Chapter 5 ), chapter 6 ), Chapter 7 ), chapter 8 )
Vampire's Heart (AKAME)-Chapter 1 , Chapter 2 , Chapter 3A ), Chapter 3 ), Chapter 4 ),Chapter 5 ), ( Chapter 6 ), Chapter 7 ), Chapter 8 ), Chapter 9 ), Chapter 10 ), Chapter 11 ), Chapter 12 ),
Awww Can't We Keep Him? (Akame) -
Ever After (RyoDa)-Changes ), chapter 2 ) Chapter 3
One Shots-
Matter of Time (AKAME)
My Heart will go on (JINDA, JIONG)
Hug (JINDA)
Falling Inside The Black (Akame)
Wasting Away (Akame) Part one, Part 2 )
MY Pet (Jin/JaeJoong)
Song Fics Part 1
Song fics Part 2
PERSONAL JOURNAL
NOTE: THESE ARE EVENT IN MY LIFE AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FANFICS, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDS LOCKED SO ANYONE CAN VIEW, PLEASE BE KIND AND DON'T CRITIZISE MY LIFE IF YOU SHOULD CHOSE TO READ THEM.,
jOURNAL ONE
Journal 2
Videos
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Love Triumph Trailer This way
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HEY YA'LL HERE IS THE FIC LIST FOR THE FUTURE!!!! OKAY THIS IS THE WAY I AM GOING TO UPDATE THINGS, AND IF I DON'T KEEP TO THIS LIST FEEL FREE TO REMIND ME TO:)))
OKAY HERE IS GOES.
REHABILITATE MY SOUL- (AKAME) THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO MY 'WASTING AWAY'. JIN HAVING SURVIVIED THE HORRIBLE ORDEAL, KATTUN, RYO AND YAMAPI HAVE TO HELP HIM REALISE THAT HE WAS NEVER AT FAULT AND THAT IT IS OKAY FOR HIM TO TRUST THEM AGAIN.
A VAMMPIRE'S HEART- (AKAME, HAYATO/RYU) KAME AND JIN START THEIR SEART FOR THE PILLAR.
DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES- (PIN) A PIN MUSIC FIC
MY DIVA FROM KOREA- (JAE/JIN, RYODA) JAE AND JIN CONTINUE THEIR PLEASURE, RYO AND AYAKA RUN INTO PI AND UEDA
MAKING THE BAND, VERSION ONE- (POTENTIAL AKAME) IT'S NAKAMARU'S TURN TO TRY AND GET JIN BACK
MAKING THE BAND, VERSION TWO- (IMPLIED AKAME, JAEJIN) FIGHTS BREAK OUT AND CONFESSIONS ARE HEARD
WHY DID I WE END UP LOVING YOU?- (PIN, RYOPIN (FRIENDSHIP), KATTUN (FRIENDSHIP)) JIN HAS FOUND OUT THAT HE SUFFERS FROM HEART FAILLURE. AFTER MANY FAILED ATTEMPTS OF FINDING A DONNAR JIN DECIDES TO STOP AND JUST LIVE HIS LIFE TILL THE END. DURING THIS TIME PI WILL LEARN HOW DEEP HIS FEELING RUN AND HOW FRIENDSHIP MIGHT BE THE MOST IMPORTANT MEDICINE FOR A FAILING HEART.
- Location:my apartment
- Mood:
busy - Music:STRANGERS LIKE ME- PHIL COLLINS
I was watching the memorial service to Micheal Jackson on tv today and found myself crying almost through out the whole thing. The words that people have to say about him is so amazing and powerful! If only he could see it. But I also found myself happy and laughing at the good memories that some had to tell, like with Magic Johnson or watev he was talking about how he and micheal ate some Kentucky fried chicken, when everyone laughed at that in the audience it felt good that not only were people sad but they were also remembering such small but pleasurable moments that they will always treasure.
The highlight I would say would be when his daughter Paris did a small speech to him. And even though she didn't say more than two sentences I burst into tears because her tears made me realise what those kids have lost. I can only hope that she will be able to tell her brother what a wonderful man their father was.
RIP
- Mood:
sad - Music:You are not alone
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Title: Rehabilitate My Soul
Pairing: More group friendship through out but there is Akame
Genre: Mostly angst
Disclaimer: You know for the most part we wish we could just stay young......BUT RIGHT NOW I REALLLLLY WANT TO BE AN OLD MAN.........even though i am a girl...lol
Flame:..........depends since this could be a contriversial...dam can't even spell it, topic. But not really, please don't.
Summary: THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO MY 'WASTING AWAY'. JIN HAVING SURVIVIED THE HORRIBLE ORDEAL, KATTUN, RYO AND YAMAPI HAVE TO HELP HIM REALISE THAT HE WAS NEVER AT FAULT AND THAT IT IS OKAY FOR HIM TO TRUST THEM AGAIN.
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- Mood:
sore - Music:Hold you down
I would have to say yes, I have often thought about changing my religion from Catholic to something else. The only thing that holds me back is the thought of betraying god. I know it's a silly reason, but this is what my family said when one of my cousins changed to baptist!!!! Imagine if i were to change into a whole different one!!!! but anyway i thing i will elaborate later:)))
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After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Mexico in our fabulous Mansion. | ||
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Tile:My Diva From Korea
Parings:JiOng (Jin Akanishi, JaeJoong), RyoDa, Others to be revealed
Characters: Ueda, Ryo,Taguchi, Pi, Jin
Genre: Throughout- angst, romance
Disclaimer: Ummmmm....no......yeah, no
Flame: Unless some horrible horrble comment is going to kill you unless you tell me, no.
Summary: JIN'S A HIIGH SCHOOL STUDENT WHO HAS TO TAKE KOREAN IN ORDER TO GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL. TO BAD HE GET'S STUCK WITH A FORMER STAR WHO HAS PROBLEMS OF HIS OWN.
- Location:Corpus:)
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Happy Little Working song
Okay for all of you guys who are out there waiting patiently for me to update I have to say that I am really sorry for the long delay!
I have not forgotten the promises
Title: Ever After
Pairing: Ryoda some to come
Genre: AU, romance, drama, angst
Summary: *Based off the movie with some twist* Ueda once the son of a weathy man soon became a servant when his father passed away and his new stepfather took over his home. Years later Ueda is grown and an enocunter with the lands prince will change the way he thinks. (God that was a bad summary)
( Chapter 3 )
Title:Wasting Away
Pairing: Akame
Genre: angst
Summary: Jin never liked people calling him fat
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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Title:Wasting Away
Pairing: Akame
Genre: angst
Summary: Jin never liked people calling him fat
I just wanted to write alittle why i wrote a story about this. The first reason is that I don't like when people call him fat, and it seemed like when he went back to Japan alot of people started commenting about his weight. Which is something I won't say cause come on, you come to america you better expect to put on a few pounds and if your an idol it will be noticed :) But I didn't like when people started to call him 'fat ass' and names such as that, i didn't think that was appropriate. So this is just a view on what could have happeded not what I want.
Kame watched as Jin slept in the bed so calm and silent. His slumber was so graceful almost as if he were a doll created to appear asleep. Kame let his eye dance across Jin's room, there were tube and needles poking everywhere that a vein could be found, trying as hard as they could to get nutrients into his body. Bags of fluid surrounded the bed side and EKGs were stacked high on the table beside him while his doctors watched and listened carefully for his heart monitor, hoping it wouldn't go off.
Kame closed his eyes and looked away knowing that tears would form if he kept on staring. It hadn't always been this way. There was a time that Jin was healthy and happy, and he would have probably stayed that way if they didn't treat him so.......
Kame opened his eyes to stare into the sick, skinny, anorexic, dying face of Jin. Remebering all that happened.
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Jin stared into the eyes of the person interviewing him, to stunned to say anything.
"Akanishi-san, are you okay?" the interviewer said.
Jin blinked the shock away and tried to compose himself back up.
"I'm sorry what did you say?"
"Why did you decide to put on so much weight while you were gone?"
Jin faked a laugh and looked down at himself trying to knock some of the embaressment off.
"I didn't even realise that I had gained that much. I guess that I have to just go on a diet."
That was the first time that anyone had confronted Jin about his appearence since he had returned. Sure there was talk about his hair getting alittle too long but that was all that anyone had ever said.
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Jin fell on the couch exhausted from his dance routine not realising that the other five were standing behind him upset.
Ueda cleared his throat effectively getting Jin's attention.
"Umm, hey guys.'
"Jin, what are you doing?" A very upset Ueda asked.
Jin frowned and raised his eyebrow, "I'm just resting the dance routine was tiring."
Ueda shook his head, " No Jin, there's no time for resting. You were gone for a long time and have to get back on track. Now until you get these dance routines down your not leaving."
Jin stood up from the couch, "All I need is to master one move before I get the whole dance completed."
Ueda crossed his arms, "Then you better get mastering then, right?" he let in sarcastically.
Jin sighed and walked out of the breakroom to the dance hall. The thought of continuing dancing was just tiring enough without actually performing. With a suck of breath Jin turned on the music and started to dance again.
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Ueda watched as Jin danced from outside the dance hall's door waiting for Jin to skrew up. Ueda didn't know what to make of it half the group came and complained that Jin's lack of performance was slowing them down. Though inside he had known it was true. Performances for the band were now always getting pushed back farther and farther, and sales were starting to go down on tickets. Ueda couldn't blame their fans though, who would want to buy tickets for alot of money when there was no garentee that they were going to perform.
Ueda mind reforcused when he heard the music shut off.
It was far to soon for Jin to be taking a break, yet there he was, huffing and puffing away as if he had been practicing for hours straight. With a growl Ueda marched up to Jin and pulled him to his feet.
"What do you think your doing?" Jin asked dumbfounded, he wasn't even aware that his leader had been watching him.
"Do you think this is a game?" Ueda questioned his eyes burning with anger.
Tugging his elbow away Jin back up from Ueda trying to put soem distance between the two of them.
"No, it's not that. I know it's not a game. I just got tired and was taking a breather that's all."
With a shake of his head Ueda took a deep breath trying to calm himself down.
"Why, Jin? Why is this so hard for you?" he asked with anger and almost hatred in every word.
Fear and confusion ran through Jin. He didn't have any idea as to why he would be so tired, he just thought it was what anyone felt when they were gone for months.
Without waiting for an answer Ueda lashed out, " Listen Jin, I don't care how you fix it! Just do it! Maybe you should try going on a diet! I bet it's all that weight you gained for America that is slowing you down!"
Saying all he had to say Ueda turned around and left the room.
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The sky was dark by the time Jin was ready to leave. All thoughts were still on the scene had taken place earlier in the dance hall.
Never in his time here at JE had he seen Ueda so mad.
Jin stopped moving, hearing voices coming from the bands breakroom. As he neared closer Jin realised that lights were on and his band members were still there, and were the source of the voices he had heard.
All bad thoughts now erased, Jin rejoiced at the thought of not being alone.
"Did you talk to Jin?" Jin stopped from entering upon hearing his name being spoken.
"Yes, I did. I told him to go on a diet. Just like you all wanted me to." Jin heard who he assumed to be Ueda followed by what sounded like Koki's laugh.
"It's going to take way more than a diet to melt away all that weight!"
Embaressment and hurt stabbed at Jin's heart. He didn't understand why his weight was suddenly the biggest thing on everybody's mind. They obviously couldn't be happy with the fact that he was just back and healthy.
"Did you tell him that he was slowing us down?" Someone called out.
"Good, hopefully now he will understand how much he is actually bothering us."
"Guys don't you think you are being to hard on Jin?" Jin heard Junno question the others.
Jin smiled, at least one thought that it was wrong what they were talking about. Without waiting for an answer that he was sure he wouldn't enjoy, Jin walked away. It didn't matter to him, the extra weight that he had put on, or the comments that his supposively friends made. Oh how he wished that Kame was there with him. He hadn't seen the latter since he arrived from America, they talked on the phone but that wasn't enough. He couldn't show or express his feeling through some cold metal device. All he could do was wait the last remaining hours alone until they will meet each other to perform at their first concert together as a whole. The thought automatically cheered him up. There was no way that Jin was going to let anything spoil his mood.
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Jin fidgeted nervously as he waited outside the stadium. Everytime the sound of car would reach his ears he would stretch his neck as long as he could to see if it was the dark black car that he knew so well. He remembered how he had promised Kame that he would return unchanged. That had been one of Kame's biggest fears, that when Jin came back he would be a totally different person. To make sure that nothing would change about him, he strictly limited his social time while in America.
Jin eyes shot up when he caught a glimpse of headlights coming toward him.
Holding his breath, he waited as the car parked and the door opened.
"Jin?"
A smile formed on Jin's face as he saw Kame step out from the car door.
"Kame!" Jin ran and grabbed the latter into a death grip.
"I missed you so much!" When no anwser cam Jin pulled Kame away from him to be met with confused eyes.
"Kame...." Jin noticed that Kame's gaze wan't even directed at his face.
Gently so not to anger the other Jin pulled Kame's face so that both sets of eyes locked onto each other.
"Are you okay?"
Whatever had been on Kame's mind was soon pushed aside and a small smile was there instead.
"Yeah.....I just.......I just haven't seen you in a long time." Kame stammered on. Jin didn't understand what was wrong with Kame, It was almost like the other was afraid, but Jin couldn't really tell.
"We should get going....."Kame mummbled softly before walking on ahead without Jin.
"Did I do something wrong?" Jin asked once he had caught up.
A shake of the head and a faster walking pace was all Jin got.
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WELL THAT'S ALL FOR RIGHT NOW. THERE ARE ONLY TWO PARTS TO THIS STORY AND I ALREADY HAVE IT ALL WRITTEN OUT IN MY "JOURNAL OF FICS" TAAAADDDDDDAAAHHHH. LOL THAT'S ALL I DO WHEN I AM IN MY CLASSES IS WRITE. A COMPUTER IS REALLY DIFFICULT TO GET NOWER DAYS SO IN ORDER TO UPDATE QUICKER I GOT MY JOURNAL:) THAT WAY WHEN I DO GET A COMPUTER ALL I HAVE TO DO IS READ, AND REWRITE:) GENIOUS, LOL
ps: i realise my english is going to hell and so is my writing style:( but it will get once I move back to america
PSS: I hope by writing the fic I am not offending anyone:( that is not my intention. Also the next chapters are going to be really angsty so be prepared!
- Location:In MEXICO:)
- Mood:
thirsty - Music:The balcony scene= pierce the veil.
Tomorrow will be the start of another long day at school. (sigh) everyday I have to sit in my chemistry class with Juan sitting diagnol of me. I hate him! But i love him. Why i don't know. We never were friends but we didn't hate each other last year. Everything changed after we came back from spring break. It was like before we were friends and he talked to me, we came back and he wouldn't even nod my way. He is so wierd!!! I hate him!!!!! ARGGGHHH! So yeah, and then tomorrow we are having a test in Ms. Parra's class about, who care and I wasn't there for the notes. I took the day off because of severe cramps (for all girls you know what those feel like) and had to miss a whole day of notes!
A plus is that i might get a job at fiesta texas for the summer! yay! I will be working probably as a cashier but who cares! Money to pay bills baby! lol
Title:Making The Band
Pairing: Jin/DBSK & KATTUN/Jin
Genre: angst
Dis: Don't own them and if I did I wouldn't want this fic to come true anyways!
Summary: 3 Years has passed since Jin left KATTUN, nothing has ever been the same
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